I . AM . THANKFUL

Ppl always say, on your birthday, u should be happy, bcos it's ur day!! but untuk aku, i can say, only 40% over 100 that im feeling happy, but another 60% lagi, im always feeling emotional. Emmm bukan emotional yang mengikut perasaan rasa nk nangis or pms ke, tapi emotional in a way yang aku akan flash back all the past, since im 1,2,3 yrs old (but ofkos limit up to what i can still remembered la kan)..perasaan yang mcm tu selalu terjadi bila masa birthday, never fail feeling the same thing every yr...tak tau kenapa, n aku pun tak sure if sume pun feeling sama mcm aku, but to be honest, im becoming more sensitive on the day of my birthday >.<

Put aside those emotional/sensitive feeling tuh, bcos only me yang akan paham and tahu how is it kannnn...but at the same time, im feeling grateful, because i still have many thoughtful friends around me, so i guess i'll never left alone kan? hahaha...friends pun always ada peranan dalam dunia aku, without them, mgkin hidup aku tkde colour (mungkin laa kann), dah kalo tkde kawan, tk ke idup brgntung tv 24jam, kan ke boorrrriiiingg life cmtuh? hahhaa..selain family, u still need friends, dont lie to me if u r thinking, friends are not that important =.=

so, cewahh, bday is only happen once a yr, so i rly want to dedicate my sincere thank you to my dear, beloved mom, Zaleha bt Ismail, sbb melahirkan aku, for taking care all my perangai, sakit2 masa kecik n till now, membesarkan aku smpai sebesar aku skg, never fail to fulfill my wish (eventho sblm nk dpt sesuatu pun, msh bleh bertekak gak heee, dasar anak kann~), menjaga makan minum aku ketika aku masih dalam kandungan selama 9bulan dan sesudah aku dilahirkan di dunia 27thn lepas,and for NOT abandoning me, or tngglkan aku tepi jalan, dlm kotak, for NOT serahkan aku pada org lain setelah aku nmpk dunia, for NOT tngglkan katil aku masa aku sakit demam, emmm mummy, akak takkan dpt habis membalas segala penat lelah mummy sepanjang hidup ni, because of you, i can see this beautiful world, i can have my own birthdate on my own special day! and Abah, not to forget, i love you! Love you both! T__T

n ofkos, selepas mak n ayah aku, thanks to my siblings, ipar, cousin, colleagues, friends yang tak pernah fail wish me birthday every yr, hahaha i guess im special to you kan? hahaha..nothing else to say, just THANK YOU SO MUCH <3<3 *hugs everyone*



ps: ohh i'll only come to blog here, whenever im feeling/thinking need to, or else i'll keep those permanently as mine heee~