the day when my dreams come TRUE ^___^

hello~!!!
dh selamat smpai di bumi msia smlm dgn selamat dan hati gembira tk terkata~!!
well, yeah..one of my dreams has became true last weekend...mcm ye tk ye aku finally dpt realisasi kan impian sekali dlm seumur hidup...dpn melihat matsujun, sho, nino, aiba and ohno dpn mata seems unbelieveable!!! hehe..mcm mimpi!!

well, perjalanan ke shanghai is very interesting...tmpt tinggal...subway facilities, mknn halal sng nk dpt...n Shanghainese ppl mmg nice...but cuma depa heran ngape kami nih berhijab...lain2 OK n fine jek...

cuma satu jek kejadian yg tk best berlaku...
my camera dicuri org huhu~!!! i dont know when and where exactly it happened..sedar2 camera dh tkde kt beg...but syukur...bkn brg2 penting lain eg passport, money, hp yg hilang...kalo hilang sume...xtau cmna nak wat...

so kalo nk tgk gmba2 lain...sila check lg page nih dlm bbrapa ari lg...sbb aku tgh tnggu gmba dr kwn aku nyer camera lak..

so till then...
wawa~!! kembali focus wawa~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S.E.C.R.E.T

kalo ikut masa comp aku...
1day left...hoorayyyy~!!!

time: day after tomorrow
destination: secret~!!
days off: 4days
purpose: jalan2 smbil tgk pemandangan (btol laaa kan???)
preparation: almost 100% done..tnggal last minute nk check blk jek...
others: dear frenz..plz pray hard for me..pray for my journey safely...pray me back in 1piece (mcm nk g perang jek...)

comment: kalo sume SECRET, serupa tk yh citer kt sini wawa~!!! =)

cite yg ganazzzz!!

br sat td tgk citer kt tv2...
tajuk nya Urban Legend..
gila ganazzzzz~!!

mula2 utk 20min pertama..aya n ros jek yg tgk..
aku dok dlm bilik tgh mamai...
trbgn pon sbb dgr diorg jerit2..
aku kuar bilik...aku join skali...
dgn tk tau pape pon flow citer nya..
aku bodo2 tgk jek...

pastuh...lepas 30-40min jek citer mula..
aku plak tgk sorang2...
sbb ros dh masuk bilik dia (wat research ehhhh?? =p)
pas2..tnggal aku sorang2 tgk tv..
aya plak dok surfing dlm bilik dia..
dia tumpang aku jerit2 jek..pasai dia dh prnh tgk sblm nih..
so kali ini aku thrill sorang2....
gila ganazz citer tuh!!! aku asyik jerit jek...
brapa kali kena kejutan dia...
sume nyer psl bunuh2...bunuh2 pon cara dia gila kejam!!!
tp aku tk sngka lak aku leh brtahan tgk sorg2 cite tuh smpai abes...

15min sblm citer nk abes..
aya n ros join aku smula...
tumpang jerit2 lg..
jd bila dh dicmpur jerit aku +aya + ros...phm2 laa keadaan umah nih (ampun dewi...housemateku wat bising)
tp aku tk sngka ending citer tuh cmtuh..
rupanya bespren dia sendiri yg bunuh sume org tuh...
sbb nk balas dendam...
pastuh aku trpk...
"wei korang..aya, ros...tkde dendam ngn aku kannnn?"
aku takut kejadian citer tuh terjadi pd aku..
baik aku declare lu kt sini..hikhik...

ok, aku nk layan nyeping plak~!!

lalalala...as expected, things aren't going E.A.S.Y for me~

hehe..best laaa wat title post panjang2..
bila wat title post pendek2...mcm tk puas jek...

fuhhh penatttttt..br je landing bumi upm...drive dr bentong pagi td...
planning nk blk kajang smlm....tp MALAS!!
lgpon...cite kt tibi best sgt2~!!
*padahal, mak masak mcm2 kt umah..tuh yg liat nk blk sini kuikui*

ok laa....nape ehh tajuk aku mcm tuh ehh?? nape ehh??
*akibat byk membaca blog dd dudu, ayat2 aku dh jd nk ala-ala dia*

erm...cmnih, blk kg ari tuh, sambil tgn pegang stereng...drive nk blk....kepala aku dok pk je cmna cara nk implement project aku nih...
aku diberi 2weeks time je nih...gerun dh!!!
aku kalo buleh tknk laaa wat data structure (aka DS...mcm nama game nintendo aya plak hikhik) kn...sbb mmg payah gila!!! *dulu2 aku suka meniru encek tunang kepada cek tunang ros*
tp nye..spnjg perjlnan tuh, lgsg tk dpt nk pk pape cara lain pon...
jd nya...disbbkan aku mmg dh nk blk kg kan....jd aku berhajat nk laa cr blk sume material aku time degree dulu...cehhhh aku kira cm confident laa kan...sbb rasa2 nya cm ada laa kot material berguna yg aku jpe nnt...
jd bila dh kt umah, aku dok laaa geledah sume notes DS /exam paper DS/exercises DS/lab DS yg aku smpn dlm kotak free amik kt SS dulu...
aku tau sume harta aku ada dlm tuh...so aku keep on cari, cari dan cari....
TAPI!!!!
sume material DS yg aku jpe...sket pon tkde kena mengena ngn ape yg aku nk buat nih!!!
ingtkn lab DS yg aku ada 2..ada laaa kot cth coding cmna nk wat node/tree/struct ke kan...
tp rupanya, lab DS yg aku ada adalah lab #1 & lab #2 jek yg simple exercise jerk!!!
SEDEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! *padan muka sndirik..pk nk snenang je kan....*

lantas itu *formal sket*..
aku pon terduduk disisi kotak kuning itu me-recall balik time2 aku blaja dulu....
tp aku pasti, dn aku sgguh ingat...dulu waktu lab DS...mmg prnh ada wat coding psl create node/tree/struct cmtuh laaaa....sbb paper soklan lab tuh aku ada jumpa....tp codingnya di mana???
owh...rupa2nya dulu, encek demo (en. yunus..tutor kt fak aku nih yg jd demo aku dulu)...
prnh amek email address kitorg sume...sbb dia nk emel kan skema jwpn kepada kitorg...
mslhnya...aku dh tk ingt email address mana yg aku bg pd dia dulu!!! pasai dulu suka tukar2!!!
*huarghhhhh jerit sekuat hati*

lgpon...dulu subject DS amat laaa susah *tk caye..tnya cek ewoss..kan ewos kan???*
aku ngaku aku mmg niru jek coding DS nih dulu drp encek sifu laaa ...
smpai dh dpt di trace oleh en yunus pon...masih leh wat cool jerk...
itu sbb dh lampi sgt lab yg ujung2 tuh kan...tuh yg en yunus email kn je skema jawapan...

jd nya..bila skg nk guna..nk pakai...lgsg dh tak tau pape...
huhu~!!! mampukah aku nk setel dlm masa 2weeks nih????
*pusing keliling meja...pastu pengsan*

jadi, sbb 2 aku guna tajuk cm2 kali nih...
bila ditranslate ke BM...
"tak semua nya mudah untuk aku"
ala-ala nak jd cm novelis plak...
kena kan jalan crita aku ngn tajuk post aku kan?? tindak balas (reflects??? huh??) kan???

pastuh sudahnya..aku dh tk tau cmna nk ending citer nih...


moral 1: jgn meniru waktu belaja...dulu benci, skg kena apply...kan dh trkial2 sorang2!!!
moral 2: as expected...xde pape yg senang...bersusah2 dahulu, bersenang2 kemudian...

WARNING: post yg agak emo m(_ _)m

alhamdulillah..
dh selesai pon aku present progress report ptg tadi...
so far, dpt respons yg memberangsangkan...
honestly, tk sangka dpt respons sebegitu sbb prepare slide is just 2hours before the presentation...
tp nasib baik laaa..the contents aku dh siap draft dr mlm sebelum...
siap tk tido lg mlm semlm...tido nk dekat pg..itupon hnya 3hrs je kot...
but whatever it is...
from the reponses i've received...
at least it could fire up my desire again to continue exploring in this field (at least a bit ada laaa...)...

so...kepada cek ewoss, cek lina, cek pda, cek dd dudu...
good luck ye next week!!! nnt aku temankan korg present lak...
kita dh mulakan sesuatu, jd kita harus habiskan hingga selesai...
never give up..keep on thinking...
everyone ada chances utk berjaya..insya ALLAH!!

note to self: Allah telah memudahkan urusan ku kali ini..alhamdulillah...
tp jgn berpuas hati skg...cabaran akan dtg lbh mencabar...
sesungguhnya ilmu tuh indah jika kita tau melihat dr sudutnya...

it's going to be FINE...

hora!!
esok ada seminar progress evaluation utk semester ini...
kecut perut aku walaupun presentation petang (konon mcm ada byk masa lg laa kn hikhik)...
tapi, disebabkan ada dua Dr. R n Dr. H yg very the scary tuh...
woah~!! siyes kecut perut!!!!

come to think of the progress thingy...
what is exactly am i doing for this semester...hermmmmmm huh??!!
owh, i've been busy with the demostrator work for the whole semester!!! patut laaa pon cm rasa sekejap je dh abes semester kan (sbnrnya, jd alasan nk escape dr sv tuh hikhik...)...
but dh mmg betul, tiap kali sv wat meeting jek..mst aku tk attend sbb dia slalu wat on thursday..hari yg aku perlu ngaja...jd it's not exactly escape laaa kan...huahahaha~ *alasan nk selamat lg*..

sudahnya...esok is the evaluation day..
mak aihhhhhh!!!! mula laa terkial2 ape laa material yg nk dipresent...
yg ada pon...mcm tkde progress pon...dok tang tu jugak dr dulu...
cmna nk evaluate progress cmtuh kan???

TAPI...
evaluation is made based on efforts yg kita wat kan...so dont expect to have an outstanding evaluation if only the efforts stkt ala ala kan...kalo bagus keje kita, bagus laa yg kita dpt...kalo ala ala gitu...bersiap sedia laa nk argue/defend kita nye idea kan....so, that's some of the risks yg i've face masa study ni...it's all totally depends on YOU!!
hermmmm.....hadoi laaaa...
poning2...

BUT...
dr instinct aku nih...*tak tau leh pakai ke tak kan*
it's going to be FINE insya Allah...
hopefully it's really going fine laaaa *ya Allah perkenan kn permohonan hamba Mu ini..Amin..*

but, sendiri mau ingat laaa..
i know myself better than the other people...
i know how much/less efforts hv i put to come out with the proposal (even though, byk kali kena 'fire' ngn sv n co-sv from the last semester)...
so stkt mana aku mampu buat..i'll try my best...i'll do...
yg tak mampu buat or tak mampu nak fikir...
jgn jd mcm bijak sgt or the other word...jgn jd bongkak knows everything...
find the source that may direct/lead u ke arah yg betul....
because the fact is that im not that good after all..
im just a human who is struggle to find which is right, which is wrong for me...
so wawa, ganbarre yo~!!!

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TAPI..
nape skg aku rasa mengantuk ni!!!!! *tension mode*
m(_ _)m

Boys Over Flower addicted ^^

Kyaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!! matsujun!!! *ok, i know well my budak forum confirm tk baca post aku kt sini*

ok, im hooked already wif this song...
it's by Aiko called Kisshug...douzo~!!



gila~!! hari ini je xtau dh berapa ratus kali dok pusing2 lagu yg sama~!!!

annnnddddd..
im thinking of going again for the 3rd times maybe on this wednesday...
who cares rite???!!! XD

edit on tuesday:
tak jd pegi ari rabu..sbb dh pergi tgk sorang2 td kat TGV Sunway...dpt ladies price RM8..ok laaa tuh kan...sorang2 tgk pon best gak..leh makan pop corn sorang2 kannnnn ^^;